Mar. 13th, 2017

Things

Mar. 13th, 2017 03:43 pm
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All my journal titles are like "things" and "woo" and "stuff" lol.

Anyway, went to the doctor today, as in Dr Nolan, and like... I'm kind of tired of everyone taking my situation so seriously even though... they are doing so... because it's serious LOL but I guess rather I just hate hearing "Well, with the severity of your symptoms..." or whatever because it feels bad lolol.

Anyway, I don't have to go for another 2 months and got a grape lolli. Also he was really nice and I like Dr Nolan a lot.

I also stopped by Dr Marlin's office (they are in the same building, like, across the hall from each other) to make an appointment because I've been having a tightness in my chest for like... 2 weeks lolol. And they were like uhhhh you should come sooner and I'm like yeah but telephone. Anyway they got me an appointment with a nurse practitioner tomorrow since I wouldn't be able to see Dr Marlin herself for over a week. I really don't want to go to the doctor two days in a row but X_X;;;

I super don't feel like doing anything today, like, not even playing games or anything. I've been exercising every day but I didn't today oops. And then I still haven't done KA today, even though I'm looking forward to the next section in calculus. I barely even was able to eat. Doing things is so exhausting?

I feel like I have like very limited jutsu points and going to the dr or whatever is like a special jutsu that uses all my remaining points no matter their level, and I can't get any more until I sleep overnight lolol. Except I always die at the end of the battles so I never get jutsu power up anyway.

I made some coffee but now I'm like afraid to leave my room to do anything else lolol. But it's cold now and I would like to pour it over ice and maybe put some vanilla cream stuff in it.

Me at doctor's appointment: Yes, I am doing very well and becoming more capable of managing my anxieties and stuff. Not really thinking about dying and stuff.

Me like literally 10 mintues later: I want to die and I am never leaving my room again and everything is scary literally everything.

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