
Today, I feel like I've got a bit of a cold or something. It's weird because I almost never get sick. Like, chronic problems aside.
I feel tired too. But I guess I always feel tired. I was thinking of working on the unsaga weapon calculator thing today but as always I have no energy or motivation to do anything. I might play the next part of Mythe's story at least.
Two things I can almost always do are type stuff like this and play games lol. Though sometimes I can't even play games but... they're easier I think because they keep me constantly occupied. I can't really read or watch shows or anything anymore because I get too distracted or anxious and have already stopped paying attention a minute or two into it. I have to be doing pretty well to watch something.
So doing things that require a lot of concentration like programming or whatever are particularly hard lol. And recently I've been doing particularly bad with concentration and stuff. Well, I'm even having trouble concentrating on writing this lol. I keep getting distracted and then finding this later like 'oh yeah, I was writing that' lol so when I said I could always type I was lying.
I want some tea but I don't wanna make it. I wish I could just go to sleep right now.
Also I realized IDK if I will be able to find my existed unsaga weapon calculator project. It's hosted on some weird free web hosting account I got like... early in 2016? Or something? IDK. Actually, if it's from after I got my SSD, it might be on my Linux partition. I could hop over there and check but lol energy.
Whatever kind of cold or whatever I have (I really hope I'm not coming down with something worse) is making me feel very mildly feverish and my throat is a little scratchy. Earlier today, I had a stuffy nose, but that's about it. I don't feel so bad, but I do feel really exhausted. Like physically. I'm always mentally exhausted. But I don't feel sleepy. Just tired in every way but that lmao. OK I've had this open for like 3 hours now and I don't even remember what I was writing so I'mma just go LOL