Subadventures Digest

The final set of subadventures before we head off to the Hanging Gardens...

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I am at laundromat. I feel kind of nauseous today, idk why. I also woke up super early today, idk why that either. Well, it is because my bed is super uncomfortable.

I am gonna walk over to the grocery when my clothes are drying. For now I just have to sit here though. I have to use the bathroom but I don't want to use the public toilet lol. Also after typing "I have to" my phone suggested the poo emoji in the autocomplete lololol.

I keep wanting to start working on something more productive than typing up these unsaga posts but I feel like I "don't have time" when I literally do nothing all day and have no obligations but a doctor's appointment like once a month.

I mean I guess I have obligations to myself like eating and sleeping which are honestly quite difficult for me to manage. Even playing unsaga is hard sometimes, I start playing and get so anxious or just can't concentrate in any way so I have to stop.

I have a lot of things I wanna talk about but posting from the phone is such an annoyance. I hate typing on this thing, even though I have grown skilled at it. It is just still way slower and less comfortable and more erroneous than using a real keyboard, so I just feel so hindered lol.

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I went to the grocery while the driers were going at the laundromat but everything was so expensive... like even bologna and bread and stuff... so I asked my dad if he wanted to go to another grocery and he said OK. relief!! But then thigns were even more expensive there... LIke they're always more expensive at the first one so???/ why???????? I am so disappoint

And then I felt bad so I had to buy the even more expensive things. And went over my budget again. This is two weeks in a row. I'm not even buying a lot and trying to get the bare minimum... I really don't want to go back to eating just rice again...

I guess I should start trying to call the neuropsych people today.

oh I just realized I haven't taken my medmed 2dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

can life just be done now I am tired

I wonder if you can OD on these i'm asking for a friend

actually I only have a couple left now so my friend doesnt care to know any more

will I manage to get a refill before I run out?????????? will I even manage to go to the bathroom today???????????? stay tuned for the next exciting episode of undiagnosed disabilityyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

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ETA: actually when I got to the other grocery my aunt was there; I didn't even know she worked there??? but she hugged me and it was Good and we talked a bit and I complained about things being expensive to her and she is really nice and I love my aunt lol I haven't seen her in almost a eyar

so I was actually feeling a bit better but by the time I got back home I like super wanted to die and like felt like I was going to pass out??? well I felt like I was going to pass out in the store too but I at least was focused so I didn't think about it as much.

though I kinda dissociated at the self-checkout thing which is part of the reason I don't like to use those and I have no idea how long I was just standing there staring at nothing but there were not many people there since it's like 10am on a Wednesday or whatever so I don't think anyone noticed or cared. I don't really care so much that people notice but I don't want to inconvenience people

also my debit card was in the chip reader thing so someone could have porbably come up and stolen it and I would not have noticed but I guess someone would not just walk up and take it when i'm staring right at it because it's not like they know that I have no idea what is going on around me

its funny because like I went to the self checkout thing because I felt anxious that I was taking too long to be in the store??? and even though I know the self checkout takes longer and I would go really slow at it I went anyway??? like it was a panic decision lol. and then when I got there I just got even more anxious and each thing I scanned was making me more nervous and then the total was over my budget even though I knew it was going to be and like I just kinda... got lost lol

but uh my brother also was there and took super long so I didn't cause anyone to have to wait anyway. like I pretty much just rush to the things I need and go and he like... wanders around everywhere for a long time like looking for things he might want

anyway I go now

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So, I tried to call for a couple hours, gave up, and went to eat some... breakfast? lunch? and I decided to try to 'trick' myself into calling when I was finished, like just... press the button and pretend I was not calling. It worked I guess and it rang for like 0.1 sec and someone picked up right away and the ringing part is particularly scary so that is good. But I was flustered and it took me forever to like... say an inteligible thing lol but basically I guess I'm just supposed to wait for them to call anyway. So I guess calling was for nothing... She transferred me to another line to request that I be called, but the Dr said that they should be calling me, so I'm assuming that that request has already been made and they just haven't gotten the information together yet (since it was faxed, and I think it was faxed like... yesterday?) sooooooo I have to wait for a call anyway. I guess I'll call on Friday, though, if I don't hear anything...

Though the receptionist I talked to said when they call it will be restricted or private number so I need to make sure to answer it. I would not have answered if I saw that so I guess it's good that I called after all. Now to just wait for the call, I guess. I feel really exhausted having done laundromat, grocery, AND phone call today. But I did eat -- new food always makes me excited to eat even though it's literally the same food I always eat.

I might watch Star Trek, though I don't know if I'll be able to concentrate on it. The episode next in queue is The Nth Degree which I know about but not sure if I've seen -- it's a Barclay episode (who is my fav fav fav fav fav minor character in like anything ever) and has Captain Picard cosplaying as Cyrano de Bergerac, complete with huge nose. So undoubtedly this will be an amazing episode.

I've been seeing some TOS things recently and it makes me kinda wanna watch some TOS stuff again. Even though I know I'll hate it hahaha. I still have a couple movies to go, at least. I wouldn't mind watching Star Trek IV again, though, hahaha. I can watch it 100 times.

Anyway, super exhausted, but at least calmed down now. Now that I called the people it will be a little easier to call again if/when I have to, so I'm less worked up about it. I wanted to finish unsaga today but idk lol. It's still early so maybe I'll recover quickly and can do it tonight. I wish I had a... cherry mist twist, or a manzanita sol or something. Definitely manzanita sol.

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I was looking at the developer notes for the unsaga scenarios, and Kurt's is seriously just "His story makes no sense and is super annoying. ADVANCED PLAYER ONLY" which is pretty much the most accurate way to describe Kurt's scenario...

To Hanging Garden (Ruby Scenario CLEAR!!)

well, the time has come. Ruby has visited all but one of the Seven Wonders, and has collected... some... Tetra Forces. It's time for her for final travel with Iskandar, to Hanging Garden.

This is going to, obviously, contain major spoilers without further warning for the rest of Ruby's scenario and her ending.

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