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( Innocent Life Week #6 )

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( Innocent Life Week #7 )

Now I have to try to go to sleep IRL lol... it's so hot in here and I don't think I can really try to sleep in my room (it's like RIDIC hot in there, plus I can't turn the light on because I unplugged it because I brought my extension cord out here in to the kitchen.... and my bed is all messed up and I need to fix it before trying to sleep in it again. So I might try to sleep in the weird chair thing of my dad's in the front room :\ But who knows when he'll want to use it and kick me out. It's already 6AM though XD I guess I should go before it gets light outside. But I doubt I'll be able to sleep. I have tried to sleep in that chair before like when my roof was leaking another time and I just couldn't, no matter how tired I got... I can sleep on the couch even though it's painful and I don't sleep well, but at least I can get myself to fall asleep... but my brother is sleeping on the couch right now because his room is unusable too lol. So I guess I have no choice but to try the chair...

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yeahhh sleeping is not gonna work lol... but from laying around now I feel so tired. but I get super anxious when I try to sleep anywhere. I just can't sleep in exposed areas??? like sleeping in my room with the door open it's very hot but I can lay down... I was a sweaty mess within seconds... but I just couldn't sleep because the door being open made me so anxious???? but if I closed the door I think it would be so hot i'd feel like I was suffocating and honestly I don't think it would be safe or healthy to be that hot?

and then sleeping in the chair was even worse even though it was cooler, plus it was so uncomfortable... every time i'd even begin to doze off i'd jump wide awake in panic

i'm so tired though... idk what i'm gonna do lol. also they started working on the roof again so there's some random pounding sounds and yeah i'm going to die