WARMTH LIKE HOME UNAWARES

okkkkk so I had a dream that I was at toys r us (lolllll) and there was some weird pokemon event and you could like walk around the store and collect pokemon or something idk and at one point I was sitting down and horst baron came up??????????? lol and like was talking to us (like there was a group of... pokemon... people) and he was standing over me and I like looked up at him and was like 'you look really familiar' and he like made some comment like trying not to say 'OH DO U WATCH PRONS' like as if he worked at another store I saw him at or something idk LOL and like from how I was sitting I was like right in front of his crotch and I was like 'oh, no, wait, I know. i'm really used to seeing you from this angle' and he was like *suggestive face*

and uh like the right half of toys r us was some kind of weird like men's clothing outlet instead of toy LOL and like there was also like an optometrist ?????????????? and like there were these little like private rooms and he like showed me to one and was like 'you can be alone in here and there's a good amount of room, just so you know' LOLLLLLLLLLLLLL and like then we left and the entire dream was me like... trying to catch the stupid pokemon (like we had little plastic pokeballs and you threw them at stickers and then looked in the ball to see if you caught it or not LOL it was weird) and trying to devise a plan to sneak away to meet up with horst in the like optometry room so I could suck his dick but like I never seemed to manage to get around to it and when I would run into him he'd be busy like legit helping customers LOLLL and like yeah it was super weird

but yeah now i'm awake and hungry for horst baron lmfao

and fyi it was like... idealized horst because he was like... older and had greying hair but didn't look like normal 'old horst baron' and had mustache like earlier-late 90's horst LOLLLL

Save the lobbies :D

( romasaga3 spoilers )

Other than playing that and doing laundry I haven't done much today... I need to call my health insurance people again because I still haven't gotten my membership card and they told me to call... over a week ago LOL if it hadn't gone through but... lol anxiety. But I figured I'd give it two Mondays because they said it would take up to 10 days, and 10 business days would have been this past Monday. But I was doing The Fridge Thing on this Monday, then Tuesday I had to come back to my dad's apartment, then today I was waiting for the laundromat and like I feel like I can only do one Stress Thing a day or else I will die. Plus my phone phobia is even worse when people are around and I'll be able to talk when everyone is gone or asleep tomorrow morning. Hopefully I'll just wake up and try to create an account and it will just WORK and it will have taken a full 14 business days or something. I don't know how I have such horrible luck so that the thing I need to get help for my mental health is requiring me to do so much stuff that my mental health makes very difficult for me... If it wasn't for all their errors, I would never have had to use the phone even once. But this will be like the third time now... I don't know why they are having so much trouble activating my account X_X But it's because it's through medicaid and they have to correspond with the state but I guess it keeps getting messed up?

Of course they're fine billing me this entire time, despite the fact that I have an inactive account and can't actually use the insurance at all... I've been billed four times now -_-; I hope they are willing to reimburse me for it...? But I'm also afraid to ask so lol;;;

I found a film that may or may not have a small amount of Horst Baron in it... His wife is in it, and the description says she only appears briefly with him. But they also did some 'compilation' things where they were the hosts and talked about the scenes but that's about it, so maybe it's one of those? The place I got it from had screencaps but I didn't see him at all in them so I just downloaded it to see XD

Despite laundromat today has been a decent day for anxiety and stuff so yay. I think mostly because I was able to distract myself a lot successfully. But I'm still scared about the phone tomorrow X_X