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Dec. 7th, 2016 04:15 pmSooooooo I finished What She Knew last night or the other night or something I already forgot. Last night. So I'mma talk about it. I actually don't have a ton to say so I'm actually going to answer those "discussion question" things from the back LOL.
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Other than reading that, I've... done a lot of nothing. I trained up some Pokémon. I played Might No 9 a tiny bit. I've been doing a lot of KA -- I'm almost done with Algebra II.
I never ended up discussing what happened over thanksgiving and stuff and now it's too late for it honestly. I can't even remember most of what I wanted to say. The most notable thing was that I witnessed two other patrons doing explicitly sexual things in public (like, masturbating each other and stuff). But it seemed like no one noticed but me?? Or rather, probably, everyone was just as quiet about it as me because they weren't sure how to react. Well, I knew how to react for myself, but IDK how you would even start talking about that with random people around you. And I didn't want to tell my mom about it LOL. But they were hot and like... RIGHT in front of me, so I didn't mind watching. But overall that was a bad day for me, tons of anxiety and like two meltdowns lol.
At my doctor's appointment on Monday, I felt like the doctor is starting to grow tired of me? But it's probably just a feeling. Anyway, I'm still waiting to hear from an actual psychiatrist and my doctor signed me up for therapy, too. And prescribed me Prozac, so now I'm taking two antidepressants lol. I started taking the Prozac today. I have a little bit of headache sometimes -- not nearly as bad as when I started Wellbutrin, though. And feeling a bit jittery. And there's this like... feeling like... my heart... is vibrating? I don't really know how to explain it. It's a little concerning but at the same time maybe I'll have a seizure or something and die. So that would be nice LOL.
Also I tried this ginger Pepsi. It's so good. I wish they had it in like regular cans and stuff. But it's just in these little fancy cans that are expensive. I want like a crate of them.
Ummmmmm I don't know what else to say. I feel like I'm too jittery to play something like UNLIMITED:Saga. I don't even want to play Pokémon? I don't know what I want to do. Living is kind of tiresome lol. I want something nice to drink, really, but I don't have anything. Warm water. Some tea that is running out. That's about it. Would really like... like a ginger ale or something right now. 7up. Maybe a lemon soda. Something like that.
It's supposed to start snowing but? It hasn't?
Anyawy, yeah. Feeling too anxious to really do anything soooo I guess I'll just go.
Oh I wanted to talk about like... Magnolia Factory or something??? I forget. I really need to update here more. Also Joe Donnelly is still wonderful. John Gregg updating his facebook profile picture thing today, and it was flooded with comments of people mourning his loss of the governor's race lol. I did the heart-like reaction thing.
I'm thirstyyyyyyy
Maybe I should like... reread Hoawrds End or something. I've been wanting to for a while and I've actually found it kind of easier to read in general recently?
( Read more... )
Other than reading that, I've... done a lot of nothing. I trained up some Pokémon. I played Might No 9 a tiny bit. I've been doing a lot of KA -- I'm almost done with Algebra II.
I never ended up discussing what happened over thanksgiving and stuff and now it's too late for it honestly. I can't even remember most of what I wanted to say. The most notable thing was that I witnessed two other patrons doing explicitly sexual things in public (like, masturbating each other and stuff). But it seemed like no one noticed but me?? Or rather, probably, everyone was just as quiet about it as me because they weren't sure how to react. Well, I knew how to react for myself, but IDK how you would even start talking about that with random people around you. And I didn't want to tell my mom about it LOL. But they were hot and like... RIGHT in front of me, so I didn't mind watching. But overall that was a bad day for me, tons of anxiety and like two meltdowns lol.
At my doctor's appointment on Monday, I felt like the doctor is starting to grow tired of me? But it's probably just a feeling. Anyway, I'm still waiting to hear from an actual psychiatrist and my doctor signed me up for therapy, too. And prescribed me Prozac, so now I'm taking two antidepressants lol. I started taking the Prozac today. I have a little bit of headache sometimes -- not nearly as bad as when I started Wellbutrin, though. And feeling a bit jittery. And there's this like... feeling like... my heart... is vibrating? I don't really know how to explain it. It's a little concerning but at the same time maybe I'll have a seizure or something and die. So that would be nice LOL.
Also I tried this ginger Pepsi. It's so good. I wish they had it in like regular cans and stuff. But it's just in these little fancy cans that are expensive. I want like a crate of them.
Ummmmmm I don't know what else to say. I feel like I'm too jittery to play something like UNLIMITED:Saga. I don't even want to play Pokémon? I don't know what I want to do. Living is kind of tiresome lol. I want something nice to drink, really, but I don't have anything. Warm water. Some tea that is running out. That's about it. Would really like... like a ginger ale or something right now. 7up. Maybe a lemon soda. Something like that.
It's supposed to start snowing but? It hasn't?
Anyawy, yeah. Feeling too anxious to really do anything soooo I guess I'll just go.
Oh I wanted to talk about like... Magnolia Factory or something??? I forget. I really need to update here more. Also Joe Donnelly is still wonderful. John Gregg updating his facebook profile picture thing today, and it was flooded with comments of people mourning his loss of the governor's race lol. I did the heart-like reaction thing.
I'm thirstyyyyyyy
Maybe I should like... reread Hoawrds End or something. I've been wanting to for a while and I've actually found it kind of easier to read in general recently?
